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Tormented

by Talsur

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1.
Lamentoso 00:33
instrumental
2.
Demorior 07:06
After all, I'm awaken again Sun still gone. The light slowly fades. Risen griefe come to rip out my fears. I'm not live. I regret I exist. You stand beneath the blackened skies, In lovely hands of death. You feel I look into your eyes, Avoid to be yourself. I will not go with you - followed by you, seduced by you. I gave you all my blood. Bring me to death when I'll give up. We're one by one. (We are the same). You have no sense to live. (It's not life). For what you strife? Afraid of die? Let me return back, Let me never wake Forgive my mistakes. Bleeding soul from hate Eternal strife will save. I just wish to hide in my own, so deep.
3.
I Bequeath 07:10
Wretchedness leads to suffering of the soul. Righteousness dies. Illusion replaced all. Searching for light. It's hard to not give up. Maybe you'll die, but time will never stop. Now I bequeath. Is my heart made of steel? Now I bequeath. Do I know what is real? Now I bequeath. Do I have right to live? Now I bequeath. Become what I hoped not to be. Forbidden forgiveness forgotten forever. Illusuion, confusion, decision to die. I'm fallen, but not weak, I've got all I deserve. Forsaken, not alone. In vision, of all my life. My Fate hears how I'm calling But don't want to help me. I'll die in blackened shadows Of my own misery. Now I bequeath. My heart is made of steel. Now I bequeath. I don't know what is real. Now I bequeath. My death afraids of me. Now I bequeath. Become what I not hoped.
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Between collapses form burnt decay Without a glimpse of light. I stand there firmly surrounded by hate And lose my sense to fight. If you learned to fly - it doesn't mean you cannot fall. Come with me through fire, you have no choice, my doll. What I lose, who I will when I drown in you? Will see my eternal fragile world? Should I cry if I know I'm not live no more? Close my eyes, feeling that I will never come home. How do you feel this hopelessness Instead of world you hate? You sang yourself a black mass, Begging for mercy from your own grave. Your thoughts don't die. You're alone. Can you fight? Will you forgive me, my cruel Fate, For I waste my life on you to hate. How could I know if there something will be worse. Now I'd like to hide in waters of the loss.
5.
Bleeding 06:09
You are the slave of broken vows, Appear you senseless grieve The words of patience turn to howls. The same way you believe. And you'll be damned if you'll give up. And you'll be cursed if you'll go out. Sincerity is from the soul that rots, While you fall. The agony of your doom arise with fever of flesh Becoming down within the gloom You turn your life in ash. Feel the tearful shadow on dead-white face. All my cold redemption death replaced. After all forgiveness my conscience receded. My spirit is fearless, but fate is the bleeding. I've tried to hold this spirit's hand - so bright. I wish to keep until the end ethereal light. Within this shining of my ruined past. I feel my suffering left me free at last. Don't you dare to breathe, while I beside, Do you still believe, that someone save you? An ancient form of your pain alligned with horror of the being. Rebuild your sorrow and disdain around the dark you should live in. All I've seen in silent void is meaningless Within my sorrow lost my hope. I'm tired of emptiness.
6.
Cold knife upon white neck drew scarlet lines. So easy bring to wreck all that were shrines. Her fade was groan remained on bleak, dry lips. My Love reveals the Hate in core of eclipse. She will bleed while I will cry, Lay in darkness for a while. Death will warm her desperate soul Never answer to my call. My hands are trembling Within my last embrace. I kissed her lifeless eyes - victim of our dead world. All my hopes, all regrets have no any sense.
7.
Regrets 05:47
Feel the fear of immortal pierces you from inside. Desolated. exhausted - destroyd the place you hide. Between these walls of madness I've tried to seek the calm. Wish to deserve forgiveness with my name on tombstone. When one had crucified himself Another one who cried will laugh. While we had life we dreamed about the death. The greatest temptation we ever have. Your words are weak, your truth is bleak. Your Death is near - feed her with fear. Around this comprehensive void emotions all are dead. Beneath the frozen graveyard soil my illness come to spread. Depressed, possessed. Depressive whiteness of the sky leads to horizonless. I wish to throw away this lie - my way is loneliness, Depressed, possessed. While I will crucify myself You all who I once loved, will laugh. I have no life, no more, I pray for death. The great temptation that I have. Temptation's all I have.
8.
Keep my fears - they help me not to fall. Timeless depth of dark awaits. You bequeath me freedom from it all. But ancient values are descent. Far from stars to our sinful Earth I had gone to reach the Joy. Now I'm lost as sun at endless North. Touched the sky, but felt the soil. Save me from my faith - bring me to death. No matters what you believe - There is one grave to lie for us. Worms of lie beneath the skin. Eat your godliness to dust. The branches of eternal lie are nightmares of my way. Afraid to live, afraid to die, afraid the lie of day. The crown don't make you saint. Nothing will remain.
9.
The cold october rain has freeze my skin. I can't divide my falls away from me. See you tired and weak, lost your hope, Eyes becoming bleak. Cannot elope the slough of despond. I don't believe in you, messenjer of my doom. My memories are dead because of you. My prayers will be carved on my tombstone. My truth embraced my lie - I die alone. Your shadow will not rise from your tombstone. Your faded life - you didn't atone. Obey to me - I will allow you die. Give me suffer. Feel me with sorrow. (I allow you die) Morning fog will wash away my falls. Darkness wants me to take. I answer to her call.

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Wrapped in the nightmares of loneliness, you try to find your way. In your tormented soul, hope is still alive, and you sincerely wish to find a star, beyond whose intoxicating light you might follow. But you find only pain and cruelty of confrontation. Inside you, war - you are fighting your Destiny, and it does not intend to set you free. In her power is the most terrible torture, which she will certainly subject you to. The question is, why do you need this? For what do you fight and endure these torments? Is it not in vain whether this is now, when death is the most sweet temptation?

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released July 14, 2018

Cover by Anton Dudorov
Violin in 1, 2, 3, 8, 9 - Sofia Strazhkova.
Violin parts recorded at the Charisma Studio, Moscow.

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Talsur Russia

Talsur — doom metal one-man band formed on October 11, 2015 in Penza, Russia. The band consists of only one musician Vitaly Surkov.
Lyrical themes relate to despair, loneliness, unhappy love, fear of the inevitability of death, struggle with fate, as well as the contemplation of nature.
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