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Alter Birth
13:18
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Благословен будь, павший (Blessed be the fallen)
Скорбью твой дух истлел (Your spirit has decayed with grief)
Ведёт томленье дальше (Languor leads you further)
Забытым предаёт тебя земле (Betrays you to the earth in oblivion)
Within my time that going down with waters
Accept my crime, my sin is my birth
Was secluded in dark, was dead and free from dying
Stolen from my murk. How long torture will be going?
Don't want to be the witness of what was born from the fear
Don't want to hear the answers. I don't want to know what they mean
The ages die but fear born in them remains
I could have tried to live regardless my pain
Spiritus metu venenatis est
Lux dispersa est
I could have turned away my mind and soul to save
But fear cripples and makes me watch
The sewing threads of life pierce centuries with lie
Unable accept the alter birth
I can't erase things I have done in those old days
I won't forget I have denied all different ways
Alter birth - in yearning I'll never be the same
Alter birth - I'm falling exhausted with my pain
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2. |
Sullen Man
08:36
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Life is deceive - never believe
Blessed shall be the fallen one
Anxiety tears soul apart
Serenity's unreal makes me so blind
Creation gift is running out
The rise of yore defiled and drained
I had my yearning, but now it's gone
Loneliness swallowed and turned away from me
I hate myself - I was another
If I live once - I live for nothing
Cursed by Death
And blessed shall be the fallen one
I live in darkness. I live alone
I don't know kindness, I don't know love
The Land of Dying is my own land
Was born for crying the sullen man
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3. |
Decaying Child
10:44
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Imagine the child who fearlessly drown in self-hatred
Imagine the beast that gave birth to this creation of misery and pain
Imagine the sound - the prayers so loud
It's voice is so weak but still it weeps
Let me turn off the light - it haunts me and scares
Want to turn off the light - it hurts me and breaks
Let me know who am I without these mirrors
Please turn off the light
I feel my guilt for you're not here no more
Led through so much not even knowing
Don't you want to hear these words again
Don't you want to feel this shame
It's like ripping mirrors off the wall when tears are falling and you ignore
Innocent gift of Fate who cannot even hate like you can
Don't you expect his righteous curse, just once again hear these words
Let me turn off the light - can't take anymore
Leave the darkness in sight - I saw it before
Let me learn who am I - the soul of the damned
But the soul is bright
I feel my guilt for you're not here no more
Led through so much not even knowing
Forgive me when you see me to other side
Forgive my tears
In the dark my shadow flows away
Depression is only thing to stay
All my breath leaving
Closer to soil praying to void
Endless ocean takes me down
In silent blackened depths feel the rest
In the dark shadow flows, it flows away
Depression is only thing to stay
All my past leaving now
Give me back my life
Bring me back my bright life
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4. |
Elegy of Grief
08:53
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Damnum plangite
Dolorosi elegia
Nothing left but misery
The sadness reigns
In the coffin made of steel
My youth lays
I feel my veins ceased to pulsate
Cries broke my soul calling to the Fate
As I followed my pain I've lost the way again
I've seen all my mistakes through dark glass of today
Though my eyes full of fear - I'm not afraid (no more)
Though I'm lost - it's my own fault. I'll not forgive myself
Sanctis lacrimis ex peccator tristis
Dolor est soror ex purificationis
So here I am - aligned with my mistakes
I know that hope dies last, but surely dies
All I have done will live within my pain
As long as burn the flame inside my core
And while I breathe - don't judge me for my fears
My weakness saves my tears and helps me live
I need you here - please let me know you hear
Elegy of my grief - my cry for you
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5. |
Dirge
02:41
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Instrumental
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6. |
The One Who Missed
10:17
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You don't (you do not breathe) breathe
And I remembered
I can't (I cannot sleep) sleep
Since you has gone
You found (you found the rest) rest
From tears and suffering which I took from you
Ground embraced (embraced your soul) soul
So young and innocent
There is the world I dream which I don't want to leave
There is the warmth I need so desperately
The one I dared to love walks through meadows above
The one who missed now rests in peace
Tua ruina fregit
A weak pale hand held a blade
What have you done?
What have you done? Why did you do it?
What have you done to your innocent immortal soul?
Your fall took life from you and broke me.
My call remains unheard and weak
Nemo vocem meam audiet
The one I dared to love walks through meadows above
The one I miss now rests in peace
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7. |
Raw Ground Cradle
10:25
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What will you regret on your deathbed
Or will you fall asleep without pain
Will you call someone to your deathbed
And who will hear your silent praying
Whose embrace would you call your shroud
Is it destined to happen
Warmth of hand before you lay in ground
Is it destined to happen
Who will you be on your last hour - who you wanted to be or who you were made
Have you left a trace of yours in eternity's surround
Or you will dissolve in it like the ashes in the ground
Will raw ground rest your remains
Saving you from wandering
Your path shall be painful, tormenting
Will it set you free from suffering
Будешь ли ждать кого-то в предсмертном бреду (Will you be waiting for someone in a near-death delirium)
Станет ли кто тебя провожать (Will someone say goodbye to you)
Чьим объятиям суждено быть тебе саваном (Whose embrace is destined to become your shroud)
Чью ладонь в агонии будешь сжимать (Whose palms will you squeeze in agony)
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8. |
Ashes of Departed
15:00
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Searching in the mire glimpse of lifeless fire
Choking up with mist, drowning
Tears without a sense, heart without defence
Every part of me dying
Life beneath the pain - glory and the shame
Growing misery tortures
I deny to choose life that I will lose
Fill it with my pain for nothing
For nothing left after me
Mos mortem det tibi pacem?
Begging to thee from underneath
Wickening slough of all unkind
Lacrimae tristitiae
Lacrimae tristitiae
Mourner weeps - light he keeps
Bless the tears - sorrow fills
Silent forgiving
Peaceful departure
Breath slowly leaving
Deadly calm
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Talsur Russia
Talsur — doom metal one-man band formed on October 11, 2015 in Penza, Russia. The band consists of only one musician Vitaly
Surkov.
Lyrical themes relate to despair, loneliness, unhappy love, fear of the inevitability of death, struggle with fate, as well as the contemplation of nature.
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